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I'm not dead!
Jan. 22nd, 2012 02:06 pmI really really am sorry for not saying much this week. My head has been... umm...
... I've becoming relentlessly hard on myself over a stupid game (read MTG). The effort of not being a complete failure drove me for a while. I'm going to try to get back to normal.
... the thing that sucks is that I just am not apt enough to forge my own trail, and that part is the most frustrating part of all.
... and I still like the bloody stupid game, I just need to find the will to make it matter less again.
... I've becoming relentlessly hard on myself over a stupid game (read MTG). The effort of not being a complete failure drove me for a while. I'm going to try to get back to normal.
... the thing that sucks is that I just am not apt enough to forge my own trail, and that part is the most frustrating part of all.
... and I still like the bloody stupid game, I just need to find the will to make it matter less again.
